Ein AusLANDER

A shared smile ignites a warmth within
When searching for something to believe in
Not wanting the evening to be through
Thinking of something interesting to do
A mountain so cold, wet it is dark
Our hands touch and BANG it starts
Sat down huddled together in the rain
Waiting for our hands to touch again
Endorphines explode in the heart
So ill inspired it skips when they dart

Wanting to stay but not live on the streets
Moving in together, after only two weeks
Just a small double room, everything we need
So many people questionned the speed
Deceptively looking like a modern fairy tale
Completely oblivious that it could fail
The first time it happened took me by surprise
That crazed look deep in her eyes
She hit me with a glass to the face
The girl from earlier gone without a trace
I thought it could get better that it could work
But her jealousy and violence caused more hurt

There’s no reasoning for the things that you do
When reality became a stranger to you
And my better senses told me you were through
That I shouldn’t have anything to do with you

As time went on she got worse and worse
Her madness manifest in my ripped off shirt
Finding it hard to let go of the girl I thought I knew
When you make sincere promises and hope that it’s true

Boiling up inside me knowing that we were wrong
The realisation coming up so strong,
It swung like a hammer to our shared beating heart
Shrieking as I ripped it apart

I left you